Having like...
I dunno. Feeling like shit again and I hate how many MH days I've been taking lately but also I've been sobbing for the last hour instead of getting food and starting stream and oh fuck there we go again I just washed my face and it's fucking back fuck.
I know I can draw while sobbing about other stuff. It's a skill I've learned. But I just.... I don't know if I can evem START like this.