MH (---, mention of suicide)
Pretty much a trash fire right now. Finally got some sleep last night, and somehow I'm more tired and terrible feeling, and really, really, really, really just want to die. Some of it is messing up my meds this week (I fall apart under sufficient stress), but most is just wiped out, with my defenses down. Ugh. >.<
re: MH (---, mention of suicide)
Still feeling terrible, but at least I distracted myself with a book. >.<