MH (---, mention of suicide) 

Pretty much a trash fire right now. Finally got some sleep last night, and somehow I'm more tired and terrible feeling, and really, really, really, really just want to die. Some of it is messing up my meds this week (I fall apart under sufficient stress), but most is just wiped out, with my defenses down. Ugh. >.<

re: MH (---, mention of suicide) 

I think I'm safe, but it's horrible to be so broken inside and I would really really really just like to stop hurting right now please. >.<

re: MH (---, mention of suicide) 

Pretty sure being in the process of moving away from the only person who ever makes this feel better (Suki) isn't helping right now either. >.<

re: MH (---, mention of suicide) 

(And I'm sorry to leave you folks worrying about me, but I am about to board a plane. >.< I promise I'll be safe for a couple hours, even if I'm crying half the time.

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re: MH (---, mention of suicide) 

Still feeling terrible, but at least I distracted myself with a book. >.<

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