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Folx, I'm having an impossible time bringing myself to invest the time/money into getting another place. What if the bathroom bill passes and I need to move? What's even the point of trying to have peace and stability in 2017? It's all just going to crumble and I can't do anything to stop it so why bother.
The situation wouldn't change. we'd have all the same problems. Just, in a new home for a year and then doing this again.
Meh.
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I know my current desire for inaction is just going to make the situation more dire and urgent as time closes. But... it's hard to overcome how much I don't care to keep the status quo.
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Me: "Just do this simplish thing to at least try and not watch everything in life crash, you can stress about outcomes and what comes in a month in a month."
Also me: "Fuck you, shit is going down the drain so fast you literally can not track it without imploding, you've crashed and not even noticed it. Let it burn, the flames will purify you."
Also, Also Me: "I hate my brain."
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I really don't know what to do, and proceeding with the option that maintains the status quo just seems... Foolish? Shortsighted? I can't really put it to words, something needs to change and I'm not even sure where to start
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@IrisKalmia
First off, *hugs* <3
Second, what state are you in?
Third, I hear you. Trying to find safety in a world gone mad is really, really hard, but it's the only thing we really *can* do. >.< My heart breaks every single day, but what choice do we have?
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@zetasyanthis 1) Hugs! <3!
2) One that was briefly a republic all to it's own and can't get over that.
3) It's just... the world is beyond hard and I was broken and out of energy before :x