Zeta Syanthis @zetasyanthis@awoo.space

@amdusias@snouts.online You're fantastic. <3

Also awful suicidal thoughts, but those happen every time I'm tired. >.<

Wow, I am in a wacky mental space right now. Stupidly exhausted, caffeinated, hungry, anxious, and apparently responding to lewd posts I'm normally terrified of responding to. XD

@makyo@snouts.online @amdusias@snouts.online @coda Hey, don't gang up on Forneus like that! They don't like... *someone whispers in ear* Oh, uh, okay! Carry on!

@amdusias@snouts.online I know this feeling way too hard. *hugs tight* >.<

Just an FYI for those worried, doing a bit better tonight. Slept most of the last 14 hours, but I think that's probably okay. Still tired, but should hopefully be able to function tomorrow. Thank you all for the hugs and support. <3

@mawr *hugs super tight*

Perhaps unsurprisingly, I called out today. Wiped out from about an hour and half of sleep last night, and I'm just not useful for anything at the moment.

Blargh. Insomnia. Not surprising given how the tail end of tonight went, but blargh nonetheless.

@Leucrotta *hugs tight* You are a hell of a friend, and I would hug the hell out of you in person if you were here right now. >.<

@Leucrotta Was able to warn the neighbors and call animal control at least. Just wish I could hug whoever isn't going to have a kitty tonight. >.<

@Leucrotta *hugs tight* I'm okay-ish. I talked to Dakota, who really helped, and am handling it okay, despite being devastated. >.<

@coda *hugs tight* I was so sure it was him, and am so glad it's not. >.< Still horrible though. >.<

And yeah, if you have hugs to spare, I could use them. >.<

I'm half crying because he's okay, and half crying because the other little one isn't, and I just know someone's going to be waiting for him to come home tonight and it's never going to happen. >.<

Sobbing myself asleep, apparently, because someone hit a cat near the mailboxes. Was almost sure he was Baby Hank (the neighbor's cat), and made myself go check because I love him so much. I got to the point of knocking on their door to make sure he was safe inside, or telling them the worst, and he ended up being okay, and right in front of the door. >.<