Zeta Syanthis @zetasyanthis@awoo.space

Blargh. Today is just not going to be a good day. >.< Brain just won't let up. >.<

Working from home today, but I still feel completely and utterly trashed. >.<

Argh. I had a horrible panic attack last night and had to take my emergency meds. Glad I have those. >.<

@mawr Eep! Good luck! D:

Gave me a lot of hope that at least some people actually understand.

I'm sure a few of you saw the nasty crap that someone at Google wrote the other day.

As Violet Blue put it on twitter:
Outstanding response to the anti-female techie manifesto from a former senior Googler. It's a must read: https://medium.com/@yonatanzunger/so-about-this-googlers-manifesto-1e3773ed1788

@Felthry *takes a swig and belches out a giant fireball* Bracing! O.o;

Dakota headed out a couple hours ago. Missing her already and she's just barely left. :(

@IrisKalmia *hugs, because she's in that same boat right now* >.<

@Draekos And you are so damned good at it! ;_;

@mawr Ouch. D: (But that's fairly considered.)

@mawr Eee! Good luck! <3

@mawr *hugs tight* >.< Sometime early next year, I'm hoping. >.<

@IrisKalmia *hugs tight right back, appreciating the understanding* >.<

@IrisKalmia (Like, I want her to, but it may not be possible.)

@IrisKalmia Probably not. She'll need to work summers, plus she's got two kitties and a puppy to care for.

Don't get me wrong, I'm super excited for her, and really really love her, but this is fucking hard. >.< We've lived together for almost three years now. >.<

@IrisKalmia *hugs tight* >.<

@mawr *hugs tight* And I haven't even made it north yet either. >.<

Suuuuuper tired and bummed that Dakota is leaving for school. >.< Just hit me this morning finally, when puppy looked at me and I realized I wasn't going to see her bright eyes in the morning anymore. >.<