re: bad mh day, meds
@efi ........oh boy, can't wait.
re: bad mh day, meds
@Draekos depression is a fuck
I'd hate it if I wasn't on meds haha
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I'd be dead without the meds, more likely, so
re: bad mh day, meds
@efi yeah I getcha. Kinda... Kinda having a lot of those sort of thoughts right now? <_<; not a good day in my skull right now.
re: bad mh day, meds
@Draekos being in love helps a lot with depression, tho~~
:* <3
re: bad mh day, meds
@efi no. no it doesn't. Just makes me feel more broken because everything about the life I live should mean I don't feel this way but I still do.
Being outside of a relationship helped for a while.
re: bad mh day, meds
@Draekos oh, I see...
I mean, it helped me when I had gay kisses, that made me feel good...
anyway, if you need a hug or a million I'm here for you, just ask <3
re: bad mh day, meds
@Draekos that's about the time it took me to stop locking my jaw
it took a year before I could use my garbage consistently
I don't know when it started to get me consistently ok instead of meh, but it took several months
the starting months are rough, but after you can take higher doses, due to tolerance, the meh starts being more manageable and less imposed meh