@Leucrotta I've known you for mumbleteen years now and if there's one thing I've learned about you, it's... that you love processed meats. But if there are two things I've learned, the second is that you totally need a place to vent like this to keep your head above water, so even though it means that you're hurting... I'm actually glad to see that you're posting, because it means that you're healing. *hugs*