a bad case of the genders
every single thing about my experience of my own childhood makes somewhat more sense when I think of it as happening to a girl.
dysphoria is kinda strong right now. I perceive myself as nonbinary, but right now I really wish I could be a lot more feminine than I know how or feel safe performing.
every day is cross-dressing day when you’re nb, but I haven’t overcome internalized transphobia enough to experiment with anything outside of “plausible deniability” range
a bad case of the genders
@Kistaro Many sympathies. I am kinda in the same boat lately; feeling like I haven't experimented with appearance enough to really flip that toggle, and not sure if I want to be femme quite as badly as I want to be not-male. At least, much of the time.