relationships, anxiety, negative
I love Jacel very dearly and sie is not doing at all well and I don’t know how to help and I don’t know how to “just deal” with that. I do see an awful lot of ways things get worse and I am afraid of them and I don’t really know how to avert them.
relationships, anxiety, negative
@Jacel I know. I don’t expect you to “just be okay”. It’s not your job to just “fake it” for me and I don’t want you to. I’m just... not dealing with it well myself, and I know that’s not productive. I’m looking for approaches I can take that might do some actual good.
I know there are real problems here and they are sincerely hard. It scares me and I’m not handling that very well. I promise I’m still trying and I will keep trying.
relationships, anxiety, negative
@Jacel I’m sorry I’m so upset. I know it doesn’t help anything. I can’t just be okay with how things are and I guess I’m flailing around looking for help and I don’t really know how to go about it.
relationships, anxiety, negative
@Jacel I love you. I’m sorry I’m more anxious than effectively supportive. I’ll get past it.