I really would like a fursuit eventually, but can't justify the space and I'm nowhere near close to affording one or having the skill to make my own yet. I'm torn between wanting to be beautiful in a more realistic looking suit, or clowning around in a cartoony suit.

Initially I thought suits were okay but not my thing because of the cartoonishness and fixed expression. Then I realized fursuits were cool as themselves rather than as a realistic portrayal.

And fursuit sex? Honestly I think the idea is hot and videos I've seen are hot, but I run into all sorts of my own issues - no sooner do I think "ooh this is hot" than I also think "pretty people with great lives are doing exciting things and here I am being boring and poor and scared," and that's so not fun I gave up watching those videos.