trying to remember, this is like poor sleep, low blood sugar, having a cold, spending 6-8 hours around my parents; this is just something bad that happened to me, this isn't necessarily about my innate ability, this might not even be about me. Let's see if I can carry that into the next meeting.
@Leucrotta this sure as fuck sounds like evidence you are smart, bet your manager and certainly your parents don't have a 10th that much emotionally wisdom. *hug*