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mh day job stuff
So “the adults are nowhere to be found when I need help but they’re right there when I make a mistake or they’re assigning work” is a huge button from my childhood, which wasn’t being stomped on *before* my boss very abruptly started working from home (3 hours drive away). This stacked with other sources of stress (I hate answering phone calls; our database can be finicky right when I need to generate paperwork; I physically move 1-60 lb boxes etc) and
mh day job stuff
I am trying to set all this to the side because life here and now is uncomfortable enough on its own, but this is hard.
mh day job stuff
other triggers (adults assume I can handle whatever volume or complexity of work they want me to do, assumption I will stay after school/work, assumption I will show up on a daily basis where I already feel trapped and stuck) to make me miserable- and more likely to go with old assumptions (ie any mistake could be cause for the adults to go off about how innately stupid I am, everyone else gets an exciting and valued life while I’m doing shit).