anxiety, toy stuff 

I had a moment last night where i was pretty overwhelmed with stress and anxiety. My thoughts branches out seemingly a hundred directions until i couldn't parse any of them off talk much. I realized just then when I'm in that deep of stress i… don't want to think. I want to stop thinking because i know that i overthink everything when I'm like that, and blow everything out of proportion and end up stressing myself further.

anxiety, toy stuff 

So i finally reached out and sorta realized how well my toy nature works with this. Because well…
i don't have to think. I only have to obey :)
I'm a good toy who is useful and worthy and loved. A toy that spreads love. I don't need to think about any of those things.
So i didn't.
I let go of those thoughts
And my head filled with simpler ones
And then i felt really good.
And full of love

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