anxiety, toy stuff
I had a moment last night where i was pretty overwhelmed with stress and anxiety. My thoughts branches out seemingly a hundred directions until i couldn't parse any of them off talk much. I realized just then when I'm in that deep of stress i… don't want to think. I want to stop thinking because i know that i overthink everything when I'm like that, and blow everything out of proportion and end up stressing myself further.
anxiety, toy stuff
@Oneironott I know exactly how you feel. I'm the same way. *hugs*
anxiety, toy stuff
So i finally reached out and sorta realized how well my toy nature works with this. Because well…
i don't have to think. I only have to obey :)
I'm a good toy who is useful and worthy and loved. A toy that spreads love. I don't need to think about any of those things.
So i didn't.
I let go of those thoughts
And my head filled with simpler ones
And then i felt really good.
And full of love