cw: lewd mention, hrt mention
i'm really sad that my hrt dosage has fucked up my sex drive rly bad
i just had a cute girl over and we did everything but penetrative sex because i couldn't stay hard enough to get started and like
this was never the case pre-hrt or even before my dosage was bumped up to what it is now (300mg spiro, 4mg estradiol, used to be 100mg spiro and 3mg estradiol) and it Sucks
cw: lewd mention, hrt mention
@ThatDamnCat YEAH like...for me personally, i need like...a LOT of oral stimulation to get to a point where i can be like "cool, i'm ready now!" and if i don't have enough stimulation in between oral and penetration it just sort of goes away :(
which is why nowadays i usually just go down on whoever i'm with and tell them that they don't have to rly do anything to me because i don't want them thinking they're doing a bad job when it's just my libido being fucked