Stupid fucking game
I'm tired... There's no other way to describe it. Just.... Tired...
Tired of dealing with one thing after another. Tired of this stupid fucking society and its stupid fucking rules. Tired of the projections and expectations of other people. I just need to get away from it all... I'm tired of playing the game. I never wanted to play to begin with.
That's all it is. A stupid fucking game.
I'm thankful my younger self left me a bread crumb trail out of this hole.
Stupid fucking game (cont)
All in all... The vampiric drain of Babylon has run my soul ragged. I look forward to a three day weekend where I can recenter myself and get back to my purpose.