I feel like a total blubbering mess right now... Fuck... I need to take a bath and lie down before I overthink myself into a psychotic episode.
@Oneironott Thank you. In this case, I know things are getting better. I'm just battling some really serious demons and it's taking a fuckload of will power.
@Roady_Dragonfae I am here and able to lend an ear, if you ever need, but it sounds like that is a good plan. Center and calm.