Jesus Christ, I still miss him somehow. Just saw something and one of our old jokes popped into my head and I almost just reached back out to him to share it. Without thinking.
At least it didn't hurt much?
@Soreth *Hugs very softly*
Convincing the brain that familiarity-association-that-has-now-become-painful is no longer ok is a very difficult thing.
@Soreth My situation is very different, and yet... I know these feels. *hugs tight*
@Soreth Progress!