Mh, body discomf, sexuality
I've also become increasingly uncomfortable with my body, despite starting to work out. It's not just gender stuff. It's like I'm disgusted with being a biological organism altogether. I just feel revulsion at my fat, my skin, my internal organs, especially my sexuality. It just all feels gross.
I used to have a healthy sexuality. I don't know what happened.
Anyway, that's my oversharing for today. It helps to just articulate my discomfort.
The good news is that I have health insurance, so I just need to coordinate and see what kind of mental health care I can get.