dysphoria -- 

I hate it how I've already constructed my identity in my head from nothingness and I know exactly what kind of body I'd feel comfortable in and I literally am physically unable to reach it. For fuck's sake. Why is this hurting so much?

re: dysphoria -- 

God I hate being human, I hate looking male, I hate looking at my skin right now. Why can't I just have a rubber body, why can't I just be a kangaroo, why can't people just look at me and not see anything male in me? Why can't I look into a mirror and not see everything I dislike about it. My whole body feels bad. I keep trying not to think about how my skin feels and my hair and I can't stop thinking about it. It's actually distressing me right now and I can't ignore it. FUck fuck fuck fuck

re: dysphoria -- 

@EGKangaroo Species dysphoria is real, and it fucking sucks. :/ *offers hugs*

re: dysphoria -- 

@Thaminga It really is completely inseparable from my gender dysphoria and loves to come at me with a double attack

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