@Leucrotta ... Holy fuck. First of all I'm so sorry, second of all are you alright? (given the circumstances, obviously)
@Leucrotta *nods, and offers gentle hugs*
Don't feel ashamed for doing what you need to do.
@Thaminga apparently what I need to do is freak out on social media, and put dishes away.
@Thaminga I just did something personally abhorrent and got punched for the first time in a while and bleah, I feel real broken and garbagey and not safe to draw and all. The feeling's probably going to last a bit.