travel, loneliness, medical, fear (-)
Trying to fall asleep in a hotel on the other side of the country. Doing my best to work through the sudden surge of feeling unwanted and unattractive and just not worth anyone’s time. Feeling freaked out about my first physical in 6 years. Will be talking to my doctor about starting HRT. Can’t help but feel like I want it for the wrong reasons, but the ones j have are the only ones I can seem to parse. Need to sleep to clear buffers and try again tomorrow.
travel, loneliness, medical, fear (-)
@kelseyhusky Aww, geeze. Here I've been wallowing in my own self-hate all year, and apparently failed to get across to the huskybot that I think she's cute and charming and awesome. <3