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@Kyresti I don’t really care about breasts; I’m thin and would just as soon have A cups.
I would like smoother skin and I would REALLY like more emotional stability. My experience with accidentally spiking my estrogen levels earlier this year was (and is, since I don’t feel I’m totally past that yet) stressful, and that makes me reluctant to do that to myself again.
re: gender stuff, kink mention
@Kyresti I really would like more freedom of presentation in general especially b/c jobs and parents require me to be male. I want freedom to wear long skirts and wigs at least sometimes, even if I don’t use it much.
I want to continue using “Chaya.” It’s more accurate to my ethnicity than my current middle name (my parents decided a hugely Scottish name was a great English equivalent), if nothing else, and prettier than the male form I got.
re: gender stuff, kink mention
@Kyresti I am REALLY leery of transitioning right now. I’m not sure if I could emotionally hack a giant endocrine shift with losing erections (I really don’t do anal play these days thanks to stress/lack of privacy). It’s costly and GRS scares me; if I could suddenly have a vagoo that’d be fine, but I’m scared of paying money to be immobile and have my urinary tract rerouted.
re: gender stuff, kink mention
@Kyresti for all I know this gets me “non-binary gray ace AMAB who presents female for comfort sometimes,” and I worry people won’t accept that.
re: gender stuff, kink mention
@Leucrotta @Kyresti The people who wouldn't aren't really the people worth associating with in the first place. “non-binary gray ace AMAB who presents female for comfort sometimes,” seems perfectly valid to me. You're jsut doing you and being you and that's awesome and valid and good.
