I wish I were a good person.
@Leucrotta What makes you think you aren't?
somewhat long response
@kelseyhusky Combination of feeling someone really dislikes me, feeling that I haven't achieved enough in my life/am not smart enough to get a socially acceptable job (dovetails into worry that I'll never be able to get an okay job and be more independent), a suspicion that the art thing is never gonna go anywhere professionally, wishing I had the confidence and looks to be more sexually active, feeling like I've been assigned to a villain role, worry that I'm too judgmental towards people, and at the time I posted that, somewhat low blood sugar.
I think that's everything.
re: somewhat long response
@Leucrotta I know you'll find a job that is okay. I know that you'll keep working at your art and making it even better. I don't think you're a villain. And if you are, you are like, so far under anyone's rational threat rader that even the Great Lakes Avengers would be like "who?"
You're a great person, a great artist, and a great friend.
