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So, work is, well,
It's been weeks since I've fixed a computer. I've been eyes deep in spreadsheets. I've had more meetings with the CIO than my manager. Each meeting feels like I'm getting away from my competencies and being pushed into things i feel like I'm not prepared to do. So that's been really hard to deal with. I really feel strong fixing technology, not fixing the company. Even though fixing the company is a huge opportunity.
It's not me.
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@kelseyhusky Mmf. That's a painful and frustrating spot in which to be.
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@literorrery And its not like I don't realize that fixing a broken company isn't a worthwhile job (orthosona-ly speaking) but i mean, spreadsheet wrangling and process creation is so far outside my comfort zone and I'm feeling really out of my depth and priorites change on me it seems weekly and there is apparently lots of feedback that is going to managment with only pressure getting down to us instead of details and, and, and...
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@kelseyhusky *pettin's* You're a good pupper and you're trying really hard at an unfamiliar task in a stressful situation. It's okay for you to say you're stressed out and upset.