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I am so so tired... there is so much and I feel kinda crushed. Luckily I have no problem mildly dissociating and just trudging through unpleasant tasks while entirely checked out.
Problem is I can't manifest the creativity necessary to do my work in this state and that sucks because I have a serious deadline.
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@Fuego I see you. I hear you. There is so much right now that feels overwhelming. I had to take a mental health day yesterday myself. I fully sympathize and believe you.
I also believe in you and in that spark within you. I've seen the rituals you've concocted on no notice and the plans you've assembled from nothing. I believe that spark resides within you, and I believe in your ability to find it when you need.
I love you, sister.
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@Fuego Sometimes I lose sight of my own as well. It's so important that we all do what we can to tend each others' lights. We can push back the darkness together.
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@literorrery I love you so much - thank you. I know that spark is there its just... sometimes I need a few days to pull it together before I can pour some accelerant on it :/