@Soreth We have fish and pettin's, if you would like some. I don't know if it will help or not. You also have friends regardless of whether you would like to come get the fish and pettin's. You have safety and connections, and the means to access both. Deep breaths. We care about you.
@literorrery Thanks. Doephin's helped me out a bunch, and I've gotten a lot of practice at staving off panic attacks... right now I just wish I could make him feel it every time this happens.