You ever have that thing where you want to send a message back in time to yourself?
Whenever I get that thought coming up now (besides the obvious warnings for myself about people not to trust), I... have the hardest time figuring out what I'd say to my past self about gender stuff. I know what I'm doing right now, even if I don't know where I'm going. I mean, as much as it would have been amazing to have started transition earlier, I'm not sure I really could have?