Should work on job search but I really don't know how to actually do that outside of applying to shit on craigslist, which is like the worst way to actually get hired?
How does networking work :|
Trying to work on job stuff would be a lot easier if the idea of cold-calling the union didn't fill me with anxiety.
I was like 90% of the way through the application process for apprenticeships with them (which took MONTHS) and I bailed at the very end when they required some surprise extra hoops to jump through that I didn't expect. I felt like I couldn't ask for that time off of work.
It was the wrong choice, and I knew at the time it was the wrong choice, but I was too frustrated and just walked away. I should have just quit that current job instead.
...well now I made myself sad. Good job, me.
I'm really mad at myself about that, honestly.
And my partner tried really, really hard to convince me to finish the process and I was too upset to listen.