depression
the worst part about sinking so far into the worst parts of my own emotions like this is that productive things i enjoy feel completely inaccessible or pointless
like "i could work on music/game dev/drawing but i wouldn't put good work into it and i doubt i'd make progress on anything good anyway"
so i'm stuck doing, implausibly, even more nothing than when i'm feeling okay
depression
@typhlosion so many hugs if you want them. i'm in a really similar place right now. if I can get out of bed, stay up all day, and take my meds, that's what peak performance looks like for me right now.
depression
@typhlosion it's like the weather, and sometimes all you can do is hope to ride it out
depression
@typhlosion if you need to talk, i'm here - my discord is in my bio also if you prefer. i hope you feel better <3