nonverbal, ???
i managed to speak last night after an entire week without; but i think i'm nonverbal again today??? idk how this works i'm so confused
re: nonverbal, ???
@wolfgang for me, it just means I'm Experiencing A Lot, whether it's good or bad. if I'm too stressed or overwhelmed or angry or sad or whatever, but also if I'm very happy or even very relaxed (but ofc the only way I can be relaxed enough to be nonverbal is by being in a situation where it's not a problem)
re: nonverbal, ???
@else hmmmmm "very relaxed" is a state i didn't consider might cause(??) nonverbality, but i think that might be why i've associated The Good Kind Of Sex with being nonverbal
re: nonverbal, ???
ugh i want to understand the limits of this thing, i want to understand what causes it and what it means when it does/doesn't happen; but i have no way of finding out other than doing the single thing i am worst at: listening to myself