@Leucrotta I don't think that would be nearly as effective as it sounds from the middle of a depressive episode. I'm not bloody likely to go anywhere, or abandon you so easily, sorry.
I mean... look at my last couple years... you think I'm gonna look at YOU as worse than ME?! You'd have to fall pretty damn far to reach a lower standard than I see in myself. And I'm still willing to hang out with myself, and almost... kinda like myself again. QED, so there. *hug*