@balinares The short answer is "no, I've tried and the bureaucracy required would have far too high of a Sanity Point cost."

Also... I mean... I appreciate the concern massively. <3 <3 <3 But it's the middle of a pandemic and I've felt like this (to this extent) for all of a day, so... :)

My *general* mh is pretty good given the city's shut down! :) <3

@balinares Oh! Since you were kind enough to ask in the first place, I should give you an encouraging update -- the reasons I did not pursue a therapist before were mostly related to health insurance nonsense. (America, I know, right?)

But my employer's open enrollment period starts in a couple of weeks, and there's at least a _chance_ I can make all these bureaucratic problems go away just by switching to a better, hopefully also cheaper, plan. No guarantee until they send us this year's plan documents, but there's a chance!

Thanks again for caring, hun. <3 I do owe you a good live chat in whatever medium, sometime soon.

@zebratron2084 Mrah, this is good news! Thank you for letting me know. ❤️ A chat would be lovely, but you gotta promise not to overspend spoons over it, okay? Also none of this foolishness about owing anything. No obligations here, only overtures, okay? ❤️

@balinares Or to let an admired role model speak for me...

XD <3

@zebratron2084 I kinda wish I didn't relate this hard. c..c