more venting, more meh, sehnsucht, mild AT spoiler
There's just no comfortable place to Do My Thing anymore. The best thing about leaving Transliminal is maybe I'll finally stop making futile attempts at making it happen there.
I should be putting all this into Parallax, anyhow. I have a whole world. No limits. I can make it do anything I want. I can channel all my love and bitterness into it.
Insert positive-thinking mantra here that I don't really believe anyhow. ("Alriiiiight!"</linda> :) )