brainstuff (-)
Waves of suicidal ideation today. I'm in zero danger. I'm mostly just bored with them, as I am with everything else apparently, except Peggy, Parallax, and Nuclear Throne.
I'm going to blame the weather, but I know I'm lying.
brainstuff (-)
@zebratron2084 *hugs* Much sympathy.
brainstuff (-)
@ElectricKeet Thanks, sis. I was kinda stewing over old times and beating myself up a little so... that REALLY meant a lot to me. <3 <3 Hope you're all doing good. Miss you lots.
brainstuff (-)
@zebratron2084 grah! *headbumps*
brainstuff (-)
@green I... um... the nice people from Woodland Park said I'm not allowed to give headbumps to anything smaller than a Buick anymore or they're revoking my tiger privileges. :| But I'll trade a hug for them. Nobody died from one of those recently! =^___^=
(And I'll be okay, truly, it really is just a mild neurological nuisance. It kicks in at levels as low as "mildly self-hatey" and keeps suggesting the Dumbest, Laziest Solution. And then the rest of my brain just glares at it.)
brainstuff (-)
@zebratron2084 have we talked about general suicide stuff? we've covered a lot of ground in our talks before... XD but, yeah, YEAH. I know what you mean. and yes, *hugs* are always good!
brainstuff (-)
@zebratron2084 I have days like that, more often than I'd like. Sympathies.
brainstuff (-)
(Disclaimer: You, incidentally, are not boring. <3 My brain's ability to produce "interesting" is just badly out of alignment right now. It can only process the most basic, safe, and familiar raw materials... which are, apparently, Peggy, Parallax, and Nuclear Throne. :> )
It could be a lot worse, I guess. Peggy is amazing, it's a mind-blowing advancement that I actually find ANY of my own writing "safe" to reread at all, and... well, I loop on most of my NT runs now. >:D