mh (-? maybe +? I dunno)
The sensation I have of constantly on the edge of losing focus on what I'm done. The inability to have a stable life routine at all even though I very much want one...
I deeply hope that's... some kinda of mental oddity? I want it to be a problem I can fix, cause if this is being typical brain situations and not depression or something... Oof. That's actually fucking scary.
Yeah I'm gonna start the look for a therapist again this week. I keep meaning to. I'm actually going to do it this time.
re: mh (-? maybe +? I dunno)
@Draekos Maybe just pick it up now and add small things you can think of? Did laundry on x day, fed burbs, etc...
re: mh (-? maybe +? I dunno)
@zetasyanthis *stares at journal sitting next to the bed for weeks now, untouched* <_< yeah