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After yesterday morning's identity crisis and help from several different people (seriously, thank you for that, you guys are wonderful), I've kind of come to realize that my predecessors, Xolroc and Rosemary, are not 100% merged as I had thought. Rather, they represent two aspects of my personality, two different 'modes' I can be in. Not distinct individuals, not anymore, but like... Perhaps, two different frontends for a single backend?
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I want to put more stuff about this here, but I don't know what I've managed to figure out yet and what I'm just thinking about, trying to figure out if it feels right.
I am definitely singular, though. I, not we. The possibility exists, though, I think, for some temporary separation under stress, going from 95% merged to like 75% merged or so. I... hope the re-merging after those separations, if they happen, is less difficult and traumatic than the first merge.
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@Felthry That is entirely fair. On a slight tangent, you might really like this book series.
Check out this book on Goodreads: A Madness of Angels (Matthew Swift, #1) https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/6186355-a-madness-of-angels
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@Felthry Plays around with multiple identities, and is generally just beyond awesome. <3
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@zetasyanthis I don't know if I'll end up reading it (My choice of books is usually not person-focused as much as event-focused or world-focused) but I might. Thanks for the recommendation!
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@Felthry Entirely fair. Just shared it because your story made me remember it. <3
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@zetasyanthis I'm trying to get comfortable with just... accepting who and what I am, and not worrying too much about it. But that's hard.