Krissy @BigFatFae@awoo.space

My timeline is a mess. Discourse, kink, introspection, world-building thoughts... Sorry if you came for one and saw all the others! But I feel like with CW, I kinda want to keep everything in one account.

But... my absolute favorite thing in the world is having stories told to me. To find suddenly the narrative shifting beneath my feet, as desire becomes overwhelming. To have that conflicting feeling of two realities crashing in on me. To discover that your desires have pushed me out to be both young and huge, to realize, belatedly, that I'm not what I thought I was... to embarrassedly squirm as I come to terms with the story you've decided you want to share

And when we're done playing? Goes right back to normal, with you as a friend. When the story is told, if it's not one you want to hold onto? You'll find it simply exists AS a story. You only need to live in the story if you enjoy it. But if you want to live in it? We can live in it for as long as you'd like~

One of the weirdest/coolest things about fae fluidity is the entire concept of variable backstory. If you want to be my mom? You can just... BE my mom, I'll show up in photos, I'll have known you my whole life. Every time you question whether or not I was always there, you'll find an answer in the positive. If there's a desire in your heart for a story with me, then you'll find that the story is real!

Adulthood is an illusion we tell ourselves when we need to feel big and important and in control. Like all illusions, there is value in using it correctly. Masks and illusions aren't lies, they're simply shifts in perception. To see yourself briefly as an 'adult' is only possible because you have some of those qualities inside of you.

It's important to let yourself just BE, and to keep your adulthood mask something fitting of the real you, and not a reflection of expectations.

I identify pretty hard with fae. And I like their fluidity and freedom of self. To just.. redefine what they are at any moment, even if they're still fundamentally the same creature...

One aspect of this I take to my roleplay self is that I shift in age based on the scene. I can be an adult when that's more fun, or I can be a toddler or 6 or 12, if my partner is okay with that. But truth told, I always FEEL like I'm just a kid who learned too many big words and has to step in for adults

I envision a world where cyberspace isn't something that happens because humans want to enter it. It's a mirror-plane that heavily mirrors the physical plane. And when people first created computers, they accidentally found ways to visualize it in their systems. And found out that that all their programs were appearing *literally* inside of this place, which is why they kept acting weird. A world where emergent AI was guaranteed from the outset, and couldn't be stopped.

Thought: What would happen if you combined Reboot and Megaman Battle Network, and put it through the lens of magitech + modern magic.

World where computers are automatically simulated via a magically enforced cyberspace, where computer programs take on a life of their own, and you create them to complete tasks, and having a world of net-battle-like scuffles over the inherently unstable, powerful, and unavoidable cyberspace plane.

I want the world to be a happier place.
You probably do, too.
We don't always know how, but you know what? We're all hoping it will be.

You aren't alone. We're all here, trying. Keep at it!

We'll get there, as long as we keep trying

This is a good friday morning. I am absolutely brimming with positive energy

Hecked by a fox

Eeeee! @Mya did a silly and blushy thing for me!
https://awoo.space/media/wMl8bQOsg4VEBgzM8FU

You have no idea how much effort that took to get that to fit in 500 characters.

👨: Die, 👿, you don't belong in this 🗺!
🦇: It was not by my 🖐 that I was once again given flesh. I was brought here by 👨 who wish to pay me 💵.
👨: 💵? You steal 👨 👻, and make them your slaves!
🦇: The same could be said of all ✝.
👨: Your words are as empty as your 👻! 👨 😷 needs a 👼 such as you!
🦇: What is a 👨? (🍷 💥) A 😢 💩 of secrets! But enough talk! ⚔

Like, I absolutely get loving genderbending and I even get humiliation as a thing. But goddamn is that fucking uncomfortable for me as a trans woman. >.<

Last night when trying to go to sleep, found a kink story that looked promising. Weight gain and force feeding. Was going to be fun. Reading through, suddenly takes a trans character and outs them, referring to them from that moment on with male pronouns, having other characters refer to them as 'a sissy boy'. >.< Nope nope nope nope

Final day of waking up at 6am.

LB: Hottest damn take, goddamn, the rest of us can go home now

In UT... there are multiple creatures trying to kill you. Why? Why do you need to be pacifistic towards them?

This all comes back to the nature of DETERMINATION and the power of humans in this world. Every time they kill you, you just... aren't dead. You go back. You keep retrying. Literally, as long as you are determined to stay alive, you can not be killed. You are in ZERO danger. They try so hard because anything less dooms them to failure from the start.