anxiety + artist: part drei
what I want to do:
draw lots of cute/cool ideas floating in my head
what my brain does when I sit down to:
[white noise and expectation of failure]
anxiety + artist: part deux.
oh hey. and the place I'm living currently just passed a law about bathrooms and I'm sure you already know.
Yay, even more reason for me to want to step outside of my rapidly shrinking comfort zone.
anxiety + artist
been posting a lot of this lately. sorry.
I'd like to find confidence and happiness in liking things I make. Outside of weekend streams I feel like all I do is fucking scribble garbage (and even for streams, I feel the art is subpar to my work a few months back)
Problem is I'm painfully aware every hour I spend moping, half-doing chores and just generally staring at an empty canvas is literal money out of my pocket. I don't want to be rich but I don't want to be broke.
Something I made last year, but have only just got my bottom in gear to finish up and release: https://moult.itch.io/where-to
It's a multi-path visual short story about a taxi ride. All my own writing, art, music and code, pay what you want, and please enjoy 🐭🚖
If you felt like sharing the link around, I'd be very grateful :) If nothing else, I want to know what people think of the quirky format.
nerdy shit
Tokens in order:
-Spellsword (DM okay'd it, basically Magus from pathfinder)
-Sorceress
-Paladin
How do I define the 5e party I'm in?
Demihuman dykes with swords.
https://awoo.space/media/pNHJUcGarekzt_fG5ds https://awoo.space/media/py0INSIjZxW3Cuai9_c https://awoo.space/media/te3CEMFDA0EmG-GNha8
Game of Thrones spoilers
Grey Worm's ass is CG. I swear.
Also, HECK, HEECCCKKK, what the fuck are those fire railguns? same episode gives us a balista like it's an amazing piece of tech, but wanna-be Jack Sparrow has railguns?
Also also, holy shit I've never been so just... let down by a fight scene ever. Just everything was dumb and bad.
Just a little reminder
https://picarto.tv/Draekos
Streaming NSFW arts 2-8pm~ CST Today (Duo with Tokaido) and tomorrow!
Come on by and hang out, or even get some arts~
https://awoo.space/media/z4Ql-tHeK3HFqqY9HIA
Anxiety.
As a side note, I'm getting really tired of my head going
"You should be working on the comic, but first paperwork, but first packing, but first chores, but first packing, but first commissions, but first selfcare, but first comic work, but first..."
NSFW'd foor tight clothes
Aethetic is for chumps.
Warm up #art ~an hour of work. Wish it was faster but there's only so much you can do while anxiety devours.
Beryl: Conure
-cuddebug
-loves neck scritches
-loves climbing faces more.
Pemka: Cockatiel
-happy to hang out
-derpatiel
-no gods, no king, no bathtime.
Choose your weapon
https://awoo.space/media/DWuMsvGx16TKJn7LOtk https://awoo.space/media/CBrdESf35_8tmZONOE8 https://awoo.space/media/22kvl80iUv0r-43RN-s https://awoo.space/media/WWCFs5rq0eEZLPUqByI
Comparing a fetish to capitalism
Macro is like Capitalism...
-Always stepping on the little guy
-The big guy making the rules and breaking them whenever.
-Literally destroying homes and lives because "Here looks like a good place to settle this huge ass"
-Inflation.
-questionable consent practices.
(sorry to those who are into Macro stuff, crossed my mind, seemed at least giggle worthy?)
#ActualSongLyricMeanings
Sk8er Boi by Avril Lavigne is a girlfriend mocking hey boyfriend's highschool mutual crush because peer pressure made them not date.
#ActualSongLyricMeanings
Rude by Magic! is just really fucking sexist, let's be honest. Fuck. Both dudes are douchefucks in the song.
Sorry, I've moved accounts D: