mh-
just feeling really terrible right now and don't know what to do to feel not-terrible
even if we can't fix the thing that made us feel terrible in the first place i want to figure out how to be able to do things today other than lay in bed
-F
re: mh-
this is a kind of emotional pain we've only felt maybe twice before and both previous times were traumatic
iiii don't know what to do here
what can we do
how do we fix things
how did we not realize things needed fixing before
why can't we do things right
-F
re: mh-
we were the admins, we should have done something to prevent this happening
we should have seen the signs of this and done something to stop it
we never should have tried to run a chatroom
-F
re: mh-
we aren'te ven the ones who were directly hurt by this
we shouldn't be feeling this terrible, the ones who were hurt by this need the sympathy, not us
-F
re: mh-
there are few things--maybe nothing at all--that terrify us more than the idea of losing good friends
and i'm very worried we're going to lose at least one friend over this
-f
re: mh-
we're also way too conflict averse to tell someone that we think what tehy did was wrong and don't have anywhere near enough spoons for that kind of thing anyway
just, rrg, why did this have to happen
-f
