Fen @Fenreliania@awoo.space

I mean I am leaning into the femininity more than it feels like my urges call for, and while I know that's partly because I just damn well want to right now, I'm not totally sure of the whole reason.

[[GIRL INTENSIFIES]]

I was thinking to myself "maybe it was just a brief phase of being excited and I don't really want to be more girly" and then I started dancing and being cute while listening to music and was like NO DAMN YOU OF COURSE I WANNA BE CUTE DUH

Like screw dresses yeah. I don't really want to wear a dress (I like dresses on other people though) but I do wanna have the style my avatar has.

What if... I just want to wear cute clothes that look kinda girly? What if I just want to look cute in a kinda girly way? I think this might be getting closer to the mark but who knows.

Anyway, goodnight sweeties~

In the kind of mood where I want to collapse to my knees and look at you with sad watery eyes and find comfort in your kind caring embrace. I want to be a cute anime girl but I'm also worried that might not be what I really want.
Whatever, boy mode, I wanna hug so many cute girls.

@dolljoints I want my presentation to match how I feel, whether that's about my gender or my emotions or what I have to do that day - got a real strong attachment to aesthetics.
Definitely right about the gender though, but it's still kinda weird and hard to understand. Like I feel girly and like girly but also somehow don't feel *like a girl*? But it's just... weird. I feel weird, and I wanna be cute.

I am still pretty eager to have long floofy hair and present kinda girly, I feel like this urge has been around for a while so I feel more confident about it than other things but there's still doubt y'know. I'm kinda like, worried about losing the desire to be a bit of a girl? Because right now I really like the idea of it.

*lays on you* I am so tiiiiired I did a lot of good coding today! I did a good job!! And I talked and played with friends, which was really nice. But I dunno, I had a little bit of weird feelings particularly in the last hour or so which have kinda soured the experience BUT

alway rember happy day

@vahnj @ottumon Nope ^^;

@vahnj @ottumon Nope, you still error and I still can't see other peoples' profiles :P

@confusedcharlot Nope!

Going out do do shopping and eat foooood because I am so HUNGRY

@Saturn500@mastodon.social *cuddles* ^^

@Saturn500@mastodon.social ^^ can I cuddle you for that?

@ottumon @vahnj Huh, I get the same. Never noticed it before.

@vahnj What's it about? I think I might have heard about it like once.

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