Mental Health Stuff (---)
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So a lot of things happened over the last few months. So let's get the negatives out of the way.
First off, we made a big mistake. We let someone toxic into our lives when he came to our daughter seeking forgiveness. I grew attached to him, but over time he started to spread copaganda, and it started to excalate until he was delving into genocide denial. At that point we've basically ejected him from our lives, and he from ours when he realized he couldn't gaslight us.
However, because of said attachment, I suffered a deep hurt that caused me to split into 3. (Arche/Aluxes, Eleara and Lucina) I really did care about him and hoped that he would get better, but he never did, the blue cult had too much of a grip on him.
The second traumatic event is Vedia returning to our lives, seemingly apologetic as to what had happened years ago. Considering that I had considered her to be my prodigal daughter, we decided to talk to her again. That was a huge mistake. She instantly went after my girlfriend, and tried (really badly) to convince us that she's toxic, and when it didn't work, she turned on us, and involved everyone she could in her whirlwind of abuse. I've avoided talking about her until now because I was hoping that she would eventually wake up and realize just how pointless and based on delusions of being persecuted her crusade was. it never happened.
The result of that was that a part of me (Lucina) had to take a break from life for a bit. That caused me to age-regress and my gender to shift towards the neutral column, so now my gender fluctuates between femme enby and bigender. My mental age is now 20. This is despite Lucina having returned and rejoining us.
re: Mental Health Stuff (+++)
(Addendum)
Overall, it's been a rollercoaster ride in the past few months, and I am really proud of Julayla and the rest of us for getting through it all, and getting a lot of things accomplished.