Hypnadogic Pup @Fuego@awoo.space
Mixie trash
- she / her -
Joined Apr 2017
No joke - that was me at 16 :) That's my first real identity, and 100% how I identified for like... many formative years ;)
@boots I ain't not no follow back dog
Picture of me at 16y/o
@ElectricKeet @literorrery I found it really validating ;)
I don't want my fangs too long
the moon to the left of me is a part of my thoughts is a part of me is a part of me is me
whatever is the wind is a part of my thoughts is a part of me is me
@ravenclaudia You. Look. Amazing. <3
A MILLION MENNONITES ARE GETTING ON THE TRAIN PLZ COME SIT WITH ME
@mawr I dont think I can easily disassemble this laptop either...
@mawr well I never care about speed on a laptop since its not chock full of xeons, and its a bit late for that option as I'm already on this train ;)
@eidolon they're just properly managing expectations.
can I manually lock my drive and roll from memory on linux these days? I'm worried about the train shaking on a moving drive...
dark response
@grime_witch@witches.town Autoerotic asphyxiation.
https://boygeniusreport.files.wordpress.com/2016/04/dark_souls_you_died.jpg?quality=98&strip=all
magick / sentience / free will
A thing I nudge my rationalizer in a lot is attention. Attention is perception. Just change what I focus on, change what I think is possible, change what I /expect/ to happen and see if it was always happening and I didnt notice because I was sure it was impossible.
sentience, free will, etc
@literorrery @mawr yes yes yes yes. Push the probability of a given behavior, and then a set of given possible rationalizations. Change subtly the dopamine squirt from an ingrained reaction up or down.
sentience, free will, etc
@mawr I think sentience is an illusion and "free will" is the qualia of running over a part of your brain grooves that isnt quite so deep as the ones you're used to.
@bea As a person who "yass"'d my feelings about consciousness, did you find the book depressing?
my "depressing" view of sentience
@literorrery I think my subconscious rationalizer chews on things constantly then seeds my conscious rationalizer. That's how I do my work. And I make my conscious rationalizer help the subconscious one by doing "magick" and meditation.
my "depressing" view of sentience
@literorrery I think you can control the rationalizer to some extent?
my "depressing" view of sentience
It doesn't exist. We rationalize mechanical reactions. Always. Anxiety is arousal, discomfort. Why arousal discomfort coming from the body? Pick a stressor. Freak out about it. You rationalize simple feelings. You rationalize automatic reactions.
But why is that depressing? Why not find it freeing? Zen? Perfectly calming? You can't control your moment to moment reactions but your rationalizer can increase and decrease the probability of reactions.
Mixie trash
- she / her -
Joined Apr 2017
