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It’s been several years now, and I still don’t know how I should have handled The Falling Out. I also still don’t know what I could have done better, other than to have cut and run sooner and more quietly, instead of trying to save friendships with people I care about.
I wish I hadn’t had to flee my community to prevent it from fracturing. I wish I hadn’t been a target. And I wish people understood how damn hard that is, when it seemed best to keep people happy.
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And to be clear: I’m not going anywhere. I just need that out of my system, which is I guess a normal thing for me now.
I’m otherwise doing okay, but I wish I didn’t still have this in my headspace. And I wish it weren’t my brain’s self-preservation instincts keeping it lodged there.
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@zetasyanthis Thank you so much. ;..;
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@Goldkin *sending you hugs re: this* >.<