-, working through a mood crash because of the holiday
My holidays with friends were the best I ever had, and I miss them so very, very much right now.
I’ll be doing a small thanksfeasting thing tomorrow with my roommate’s friends and family, and that will be good, I think.
I’m putting this here, mostly, because I want to figure this out. I miss my once-friends, I miss my once-community, and I don’t know how to work through any of the complexity that caused me to isolate in the first place.
-, working through a mood crash because of the holiday
In short: ramble ramble, flail, flop, I wish I knew how to holiday anymore.