I think I might love several people in ways that I neither know how to express, or even really acknowledge to myself.
Not in love with, but love? My heart is a confusing place and there is very little certainty I have with it anymore.
I know I love my Doephin; all else is swimmy and strange after that.
It's hard not to blame the uncertainties on past trauma. Hard to risk the possibilities of betrayal...
Late night thoughts, doubts, and out of touch feelings
@KoBunny @Soreth Seconding this. There are many people who will listen and respect and accept you.