mh -
my brain is currently reacting to I think, a combination of heat/crowds earlier, bank account steadily losing money, exploitative recruiters calling, vacation coming towards a close and 45's regime to get me to "this is useless. I'm not supposed to move up here, I'm supposed to be trapped in NorCal being a disposable office employee."
I am currently trying to throw CBT and wasting time online at this.
mh -
@zetasyanthis this was more of a brief, nasty little spike than anything longer lasting where I'd really want to shift how I'm doing things.