post-postfurry related stress disorder
i could really use someone to tell me i'm okay right now
i'm fine, peg and i are basically fine, it's just been a bit of a stressful day (due to ongoing retinal worries and bureaucratic stress from insurance switch)
and i've put peg through a lot of my fretful panicky side and some seattle-Thing-related stuff has spilled out of the brainvault
just some crushing old regrets and guilt that can never be resolved, because i'm in a horrible double-bind that prevents me from ever being able to make amends without starting a whole new round of fighting and misery for everybody -- ntm the fact that there are a lot of things i still feel i'm legitimately pissed off about, would love to resolve, but have no remaining hope it ever could be
so if your world sucks any less cause of me or you ever caught me not being a useless neurotic prick this would be a good time to remind me
k thx luv u 😿
post-postfurry related stress disorder
@zebratron2084 it’s cool. I miss you both, but I still get to have you around here, at least.
re: post-postfurry related stress disorder
@Leucrotta ngl, i would have been pretty much unable to get thru the last few months if i had followed thru on my threat to bail on social media altogether, you all have been a fucking bulwark for me *hug*