@topaz *goes crosseyed*
@topaz *yips*
#subpost before he was Doctor Octopus, he had a mere master's degree in Octopational Health.
“Giant,” that new movie about Maximinus Thrax! Our hero is of common birth but impresses Emperor Septimus Severus with his overall awesomeness! But when Severus is assassinated on the orders of the Senate (crusty old CGI men) he takes charge and marches on Rome to spread FREEDOM. EVERYTHING IS SEPIA TONED!
It's not so much "my best days are behind me" or "I peaked in [whatever time]" so much as now's stressy and it's hard *not* to look back at much less stressy periods and idealize 'em.
despite how obviously pretty good experiences have happened more recently, all these times I idealize were before 2016 for some reason.
something I've been thinking about today;
I've gained a lot of self acceptance, being able to remember the world's bigger than my upset, I can look forwards to things improving, sometimes a bad day or a spike in anger is just a bad day or spike in anger rather than an unchanging doomed future.
And it does help, but I'm now feeling like there's a lot of burnout and anger that *doesn't* resolve. I don't yet have a better way of *immediately* working with anger and burnout.
@frost you've GOT stuff going on. I haven't seen enough to tell whether this is chronic fatigue, but you definitely read as disabled.
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