Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

I have the futuwe in my hands I can devouwuh
I'm hawd as fucking steew and I, I have the powuh
I'm evewy inch a man and I'll show you somehow
me and my fucking gun
no scwewy wabbit gonna stop me now!

time for this joke again

ME CIRCA 1997: oh wow. It's all in here - abuse, religion, rage, entrapment, despair. Trent Reznor really GETS it man. It's like he was there all through my childhood.

TRENT REZNOR: there was a GIIIIIIRL and she didn't LET ME SCHTUPP HEEEEEEEER

1996's Rollins Band release, "PUNCH SOMETHING!" Nearly a full hour of urban alienation and unsuccessful attempts to medicate nigh-suicidal depression with sheer rage. Oh YEAH!

and here I am, keen eyed
my mind is low to the ground
and in my mind, real time is mine
and I know what I know.
I step up and get none;
I step up and get none.
I take less and less and less and less and less than none.

Kung Fu Panda 4 introduced a fun new character and I am truly surprised I didn't know about this beforehand through having found several reams of porn about them.

heck I'm surprised nobody's drawn extravagant porn of the villain in this one. Except she's way more @anthracite's aesthetic and I'm unsure if Peggy utterly despises the entire series or not.

I was also surprised that the follow up to Po's biological father meeting his adoptive one reads this strongly as a married Gay couple.

I want... something, this morning. Affection? Sleeping safely next to someone? Actual acknowledgement by my parents of my differences and boundaries as an individual? Different societal takes on ethnic differences? More books I don't have or make enough time to read?

A croissant?

Realizing that I desperately want to be acknowledged as ADHD, which to be fair is like acknowledging I have green eyes, because I want my horrible failures to be not an intrinsic moral flaw or pure fucking egocentric stupidity which merits punishment. ADHD doesn’t stack great with CPTSD.

oh HEY

I realize the chance of anyone celebrating actually reading this are roughly about nil, and besides Eid's tomorrow in India

but blessed Eid to anyone celebrating.

@robinhood idk, Harry Truman and LBJ both strike me as people who would because fuck it who's going to stop them, and Trump probably would/has specifically in the context of sexual assault.

Gatorade ADULT! Same great flavor you've always <strike>loved</strike><strike>tolerated</strike>accepted, but now 8% ABV!

GHOST RIDAH MOTO-PSYCHO HEEEERO
GHOST RIDAH MOTO-PSYCHO HEEEERO
OH BABY BABY BABY HE'S BLAZIN' AWAY
LIKE THE STAR STAR STARS IN THE UNIVERSE YEAH
BABY BABY BABY HE'S LOOKIN' SO CUTE YEAH
RIDIN' AROUND IN A BLUE TRUNK SUIT YEAH
BABY BABY BABY HE'S SCREAMIN' THE TRUTH
AMERICA IS KILLIN' ITS YOUTH!

@fairydoctor420 why, were you gonna do it in a way that particularly violates quiet hours?

"what does integrity mean to you?" I dunno, I'm LYING about especially wanting this job because I need to survive. Believe me, I try to lie only when I have to, and that means to people in power.

perhaps 11 minutes of Henry Rollins yelling about childhood abuse will make me feel better

https://youtu.be/DDjdTxlA-FU?si=Ju7EHIUzE3B8zqvg

@frost There's a chance of that but honestly I don't have much choice.

I also feel like these people deserve *something* in the way of emotional support, even if this weren't the only shot I had at a house, I just couldn't tell my parents to fuck themselves and never deal with them again, much as I want to.

@LilahTovMoon omg the couch photo omg 😻​

@frost Pretty much. He basically passes the test in ways the Reverend Mother doesn't expect - she *is* trying to fail/kill him - and then she really doesn't do much with that information.